Need to vent.

Feels like I’ll explode soon.

Just so much inside of me.

Been holding it in for so long.

I don’t even know where to start.

Lately I haven’t been here.

Doing what I’m suppose to be doing.

It’s like I’ve been in space

Living in my mind

Trying to find peace

Trying to be happy

Trying to be me

Trying to be what the world needs

Above ordinary.

I’ve been happy

I’ve had peace

I’ve been me

All because I choose to be.

You, part two…

I’m scared.

I’m nervous.

I’m shaking.

I guess that’s good right?

You make me feel like fireworks.

Not even so

I feel like stars in the sky




I just love you so much

But in the same breath, I’m scared.

Since forever it’s been been okay

Because when things go bad, you have the power to make them better.

How do you not get scared

When you have the one thing you want

At the same time you don’t want it

Having you means that there is a 50% chance that I lose you.

50% chance that’s it’s all gone.

I love the risk of it all

Because I want you

You make me so happy

You just have no idea

And it scares the shit out of me

But what’s love if it doesn’t scare you?

I shouldn’t worry

But lately I’ve been feeling more

Which scares me

Because I don’t usually feel for too long

You’re addictive

I’m just trying not to get hooked.

You’re amazing and you don’t even know.

Hoping I’m what you need

It would be a shame to complete me.

And I can’t do the same.

Love : ” something that pushes you over the edge, it can have you falling forever or you can hit the floor. “



the only boys i need in my life:

  • michael (kors)
  • christian (dior/louboutin)
  • jimmy (choo)
  • louis (vuitton)
  • tommy (hilfiger)
  • yves (saint-laurent)
  • giorgio (armani)
  • louis-francois (cartier)

the only boys yall can afford



me: what’s for dinner?

her: *spreads her legs*



so, did you not cook or ….. cause popeyes closes at 10 and i need to leave now if i’m gon make it.