Need to vent.
Feels like I’ll explode soon.
Just so much inside of me.
Been holding it in for so long.
I don’t even know where to start.
Lately I haven’t been here.
Doing what I’m suppose to be doing.
It’s like I’ve been in space
Living in my mind
Trying to find peace
Trying to be happy
Trying to be me
Trying to be what the world needs
I’ve been happy
I’ve had peace
I’ve been me
All because I choose to be.
You, part two…
I guess that’s good right?
You make me feel like fireworks.
Not even so
I feel like stars in the sky
I just love you so much
But in the same breath, I’m scared.
Since forever it’s been been okay
Because when things go bad, you have the power to make them better.
How do you not get scared
When you have the one thing you want
At the same time you don’t want it
Having you means that there is a 50% chance that I lose you.
50% chance that’s it’s all gone.
I love the risk of it all
Because I want you
You make me so happy
You just have no idea
And it scares the shit out of me
But what’s love if it doesn’t scare you?
I shouldn’t worry
But lately I’ve been feeling more
Which scares me
Because I don’t usually feel for too long
I’m just trying not to get hooked.
You’re amazing and you don’t even know.
Hoping I’m what you need
It would be a shame to complete me.
And I can’t do the same.
Love : ” something that pushes you over the edge, it can have you falling forever or you can hit the floor. “